Friday, January 7, 2011

After nine months of absolute care !!



In a dark night, I wake up from my dream to face the real world. Being curious, I want to know where I am. There are people all around me. I see everyone, every face...some hateful, some pitiful and others expressionless.

Where are those eyes through which I used to see this beautiful world? Why is this lap so uncomfortable? I want to feel the warmth of those caring hands that always caressed me affectionately. This world, which threw me away as if I'm a waste, is not worth living without that person. Why I am unwanted? Why they don't want me? Just because I'm a girl, don't I deserve their love and care?


Oh! Now, I'm in an orphanage. I see myself in every face here. We are special children of God so he wants us to be under his care, at his home.But why didn’t he ask me whether I really want to be with him? Why didn’t he let me choose between him and my mother?

I need you, Maa. I want you to hold my hands, tightly and say to this damned world “Here’s my sweet angel, my daughter!”







p.s keep Smiling !!
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14 comments:

Nethra said...

I feel sorry for such children :(

Esther said...

If these kids taste the love of God. There's nothing like it :) I'm sure they'll get the LOVE of a whole family from just one amazing person. GOD!

God is definitely their comfort and I feel so Blessed!!

Lots of prayers and love to the abandoned kids!

Nice writings deepa.

IRFANUDDIN said...

Heart touching post, really..... very briefly n very well penned !!!

Dr. Chandana Shekar said...

very nice one. my heart goes to such kids.. we see few people act very pathetic in the hospital just because the kid born is a baby girl. once there was this mother who didnt even feed her baby girl and finally they went absconding from the hospital leavin the kid behind.

A friend said...

Hi Deepa...well.. I don't have much idea to comment on this topic. All I can say is that it's very touchy. I have been through your previous blogs like 'All I need is u'...truly awesome..'Thoughts become things.. choose the Good ones !!'...is very much most of us don't realize...
But u have revitalized my sense of appreciation for human being.. I had a principle that with time the world will become more inhumane and unsocial...But after reading your blogs I think I need to recheck the its fundamentals...

Bikramjit said...

Hi I do hope and pray that all kids get a home somehow somewhere ..

it is all our responsibility to see to it ...

Bikram's

Ravi Keshri said...

awesome........

Atul kumar said...
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deepa kashyap said...

@NEths me too :(

@Esther thanks :)

deepa kashyap said...

@IRFANUDDIN welcome to my blog :)
keep visiting !!

@chandana so sad :(
me too feel bad about them !!

deepa kashyap said...

@friend thanks for a quick review of my posts :)
welcome to my blog n keep visiting :))

@Bikram yeah i agree :)

deepa kashyap said...

@Ravi thanks :)
keep visiting :)

@Atul thanks a lot for such nice words :)
keep visiting :)

Meera Sundararajan said...

Lovely.. Deepa! I cannot understnad how people abandon their children- girl children in particular..! However it is not the mother's decision most of the time some family member does the deed- by that I mean administering something deadly to kill the child! We have horror stories about it in parts of Tamil Nadu. If you look at the under five sex ratio it is a revelation..! Very nicely and sensitively written

deepa kashyap said...

Thanks Meera :)

listen to ur heart....