After nine months of absolute care !!

In a dark night, I wake up from my dream to face the real world. Being curious, I want to know where I am. There are people all around me. I see everyone, every face...some hateful, some pitiful and others expressionless.

Where are those eyes through which I used to see this beautiful world? Why is this lap so uncomfortable? I want to feel the warmth of those caring hands that always caressed me affectionately. This world, which threw me away as if I'm a waste, is not worth living without that person. Why I am unwanted? Why they don't want me? Just because I'm a girl, don't I deserve their love and care?

Oh! Now, I'm in an orphanage. I see myself in every face here. We are special children of God so he wants us to be under his care, at his home.But why didn’t he ask me whether I really want to be with him? Why didn’t he let me choose between him and my mother?

I need you, Maa. I want you to hold my hands, tightly and say to this damned world “Here’s my sweet angel, my daughter!”

p.s keep Smiling !!

     keep Rocking !!      

                            

love u :) :)

Today is father's day we all called our father, wished him, some might have plans for dinner or to spend some quality time with the family.

But Why a special day is needed to show that we love him, care for him, doesn't matter how much we hurt for other 364 days, why can't we celebrate father's day every day?
we can go for gifts like " don't hurt him", " to make him proud", to be honest with him","to love and care for the whole life" rather then expensive gifts.
well if you had ever get a chance to visit an old age home you will notice hundreds of eye waiting for their beloved child , waiting for their love, care n affection for their attention.
now days neither we have place for them in our "two bed room flats" not even in our heart.
sometimes we took pity for people we met at road , we feel bad for them but we never ever try to realise the pain and sufferings our parents are going through almost each day through our behavior we escape so easily by calling them "generation gap".

Com'n friends go and ask your father how much you love him, care for him, promise to never leave him alone and keep your promises.. its not tough... its just ignorance by us in this busy world, let them to be an important part of your life and see their will be no generation, communication any kind of gap between you and your father :) :)

p.s i love you dad !! thanks for being so special in my life :)

Are u listening ?? it hurts.. :(

Everyone was busy in d room, maa was busy with her friends, ma sis was busy watching her fav prog on tv n me
was trying to take intrest in their conversation (ma always complain me it looks so odd that u don't sit
with ma frnds for few min also). n i saw an old lady was sitting in one of the corner of ma room, c must
be around 70-75 yrs old, sitting on the floor, completely silent looking at us.
I asked maa.."who's she??"
maa: she is parvati's mother (well parvati is our maid)
hmm.. i was looking at her she was extrmly silent, trying to participate in our talk but after 1-2 approches
given up n sit calmly facing towards tv.none of our jokes made her laungh..not even smile also..
After few minutes parvati come up with tea n snacks as she was ordered to do so..
when she left i saw she didnt offered her mother anything neither tea nor snacks
but nobody cared at all...i asked maa abt it.
maa called parvati and asked why didnt u offered her anything? c didn't answerd den her mother was too offered with tea n snacks in a diffenent plate.. (well atleast c was being offered)
Her eyes sparkeled with joy, c took a glance of thanking n smiled as she was noticed by us....
now she was much busy enjoying d things given to her
but some of aunts didn't liked it.
dey tried to convience maa " do not give so much respect to them they will act smartly with u.."
I didnt liked their comments, i looked at d old lady as if her silent eyes were askin them:
" why cant i enjoy sitting wth u n talk,becoz m old? m poor?
why cnt i get respect which i deserve who wil make them undrstnd how i feel.. m also a human being n i gt hurt by d way they treat me.. ......n so on....
Maa replied : For us its not a big issue(snacks), but for them it do matter a lot,n why cant we show some care, love n respect to them.. sometime ppl r hungry for d respect more den food...
in d meanwhile aunts changed d topic of dissun as they didnt liked it .. n maa stopped so everyone distracted frm dat old lady..
but now she was smiling...
.I can understand d sparkel in her eyes wasnt becoz of d snacks but the respect given to her..but
we don't understand... we just ignore them by offering money or somthing to eat never show them love ,care or any sort of respect...i hope d aunts sud also had understood dis so dat d old lady sudnt go through any insult session at their home...