Just a thought #2

Did you ever tried to understand the feelings of a girl..
One, who has her own set of friends, and that includes boys,those who she knows from school days and yet
is willing to put all that on the back-burners to avoid your irrational jealousy, unnecessary competition and your inherent insecurities;
bt you guys wont understand n will come up things like "did i ever told her to do so, "..

p.s girls shoud replace few words as girl-boy, her -his n so on n then go thru it :P

my heaven was here.. :) :)

(today i had visited ma school aftr so many years it ws a grt feeling to be der,
reminding old memories so i had tried to put it in ma words..
dnt knw whether i had scceeded or nt :) )

I walk thru d gate of my old school
Once again...

Walkin thru dat lonely path covered with dry leaves..
where Smiles shared..heart broken
n tear spilled.......

Those boring prayers followed by teacher's speech..
was something , i always tried to skip :P

as i steped into d lonely old classroom
only memories ws der for company me
I saw myself on every benches
laughing & murmring wid ma friends...

The bunked classes wth also d fear of being caught
proxy by frnds was d only way of escape..
the exams tension, as dey came near..
can c ma frnds, buttering teachers with d result's fear..

the canteen meetings whr lots of things i spill..
n payment of bill was d most big deal..
In d playground i saw maself gt hurt..
those skinny toes were easier to fix den broken hearts..

dos sweet crush, d game of eyes..
i miss dos blusing smile wth d feeling of shy.

I found my soul was still somewhere..
in d school..n realised dat..
years ago, "MY HEAVEN WAS HERE"



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love knows no reason...

(dis post is trying to ans d most common question asked by gals (askin abt reasons :P ))


a small conversation between a gal n guy......
gal:hey can i ask u something??
guy: yup sure.. ask..
gal: Why do you like me..? Why do you love me?
guy : wht kind of ques is dis?? I can't tell the reason.. actually no one can.. but I really like you...
gal : wat? huh u can't even tell me d reason... how can u say u like me? How can u knw u love me?
guy : I really cant define d reason , but I can prove that I love you... bt i feel love doesnt need any reason..
gal : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!
guy: (ohh ..plz god save me frm dis word "reason" )
Ok..ok!!! Erm...let me try...hmmm.. becoz u r beautiful, ur voice is sweet, u r so caring, u r loving, u r thoughtful,becoz of ur smile,
ur every movements...n so on.. :)
gal: ohh i love u so much n huged him (as c felt very satisfied with his answer.)



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Unfortunately, a few days later, d gal met with an accident n went into d coma stage.

d Guy den placed a letter by her side, n here is d content:
dear..

"Becoz of ur sweet voice that I love you...Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Becoz of ur care and concern that I like you...Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot love you.
Becoz of ur smile, becoz of ur every movement dat I love you...Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore, I cannot love you.
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason for me to love you anymore... dat day i ws unable to make to understand dis :(
but fr me u r still d same whom i loved..Therefore, I still love you...n will always do so.. :)

With love always,

forever urs.

*******"
we always try to found out d reason for lovin someone or being loved... but always forgets love is beyound all d reasons defined in dis world...
sometimes we start beliving fake words trying to describe it, n gt hurt or even cheated if he/ she didnt mean it all it ws just to impress us or watevr..
as well sometimes we prefer words more den feelings..we mgt need reasons to like sm1 bt nvr fr loving any1....
Its just feeling can't describd. many ppl written poems, stories even books but d reason of love is yet to be discovered.. :)

dreams.. :) :)

d dreams .... dreams... n dreams....
d dreams black n white
some of dem which never kept quite
dreams of love as well of colours
dreams to be happy to bloom like flower
sometimes make me free to fly n fly
others like little birds.. to touch d sky
dreams to get rid of pain and sorrow
dreams for me to hav a b'ful tomorrow.. :)

dey were just frnds ????

Today again c was sad as c hurt her best friend. but der were no options left fr her as c knew he was confused with
his feelings for his gal frnd and best frnd. its few days back when he met his frnd.. n was in love from last four years n gt cheated
by his gf. His frnd tried to cheer-up frm d depression wth which he was goin thru n upto some extent c succeed also,he was out of depression now,
they like spending time with each other, like each othrs talks,..
der were some hidden feelings but they cnt ask each other as they were havin gf n bf as well. they shared their problems, feelings
but feeling of liking n love was still in confused state.. d guy was a bit possesive fr his frnd to share her time with others.
and due to dis he proposed her one day all of sudden..n get accepted also by her as till den c was already in love wth him..
but things were nt so simple he wann to let his x-gf to knw dat he is happy without her also.. he tried fr it n felt d gal was jelous
also abt his new gf n love story n blah blah..n he was happy by make her feel so. der were somehing inside him which was still
makin him to be in love with his x-gf. n one day he tried fr sucide attemp due to a small tiff between him n his x-gf. was in hospital
for two- three days.
but in d meantime he was lossing his best frnd as he had spoiled der relationship, by messing up frndship wth love,liking n love
n dis insident broken her heart as c was knowing he still loves his x-gf so now it was her turn to make him feel d reality
of his feelings wat he wann actually.. so c started small tiffs wth him just to prove c wasnt perfect fr him....
today was d first day of her journey in doin so.. but nobody know n care also hw c feels...but no regartes were der as c was knwing dat he likes
his best frnd but was in love with gal frnd :)
~~ dis post is havin some straight n complicated feelings..but reality is always more complicated den fictions n life has some straight views.. :P